I was feeling quite stressed by a particular incident last week, as well as by some uni admin I was finding a bit challenging. I tried to tell someone in charge my concerns for another resident, but I ended up crying, which I found extremely embarrassing, given we weren't really close. I apologised for being upset, and she said, in a nice tone, "It's okay, you're a young girl dealing with hormones like anyone else." That almost shocked me to silence straight away. It was the kind of thing I'd expect a patronising man to say. I don't think anyone who knew me would describe me as hormonal. I probably mumbled something polite then let her give me a hug. Of course, I thought of all the sarcastic come-backs later. I didn't know it was hormonal to care for someone else. You can't hug away injustice. And I'm not a girl, I'm a woman.
I know the person is really nice though. Adults all slip into that way of talking about girls/young women. It's not individuals actively trying to belittle others, just a bit of a lazy way of thinking. I'm going well physically, practising walking a lot, and have just received the all clear for using the toilet by myself, but am feeling a bit harrowed.
Look at the funny mirror in the gym. |
A rough experience..so sorry. Yep, adults mess up.
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